Inge Thinks...

Yes, this is my boyfriend. *sigh*

Making funny faces, talking about serious things, crying when you hold me, making music, making weird noises, singing songs, walking through sweet little alleys holding your hand, annoying people with kissing in public, dancing in the rain, lying on the beach, fun in The Hague, being soooo in love, photos photos and more photos, deep conversations, being in a boat in Amsterdam, not having enough money, going to the movies, laughing so hard we can barely breathe, spending time with family, laughing laughing laughing, missing trains and catching trains, sleeping, doing homework, eating at the MacDonalds, swimming, kissing kissing kissing, missing you, biking, cooking, hiding behind the Dom-tower in Utrecht, walking in hand in hand, dancing in the rain, visiting museums and old places, playing the piano, talking about social networking, creating this website, eating at Mr. Jacks, drinking coffee at the V&D (but not coffee, because we don’t like that), going to church, buying things, eating icecreams..

and all of that, together with you, the love of my life ♥ I love you, Josh!

..is the one that plays Fix You by Coldplay on the piano when you have to cry, while singing:

Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
and I will try
to fix you.

♥

Mister handsome

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Crazy faces

Under my umbrella-ella-ella-ella

Summer kisses

Smiles : )

I will always love you, Josh ♥

I told you that I won’t let those crappy teachers ruin my holidays – so yesterday I spent the entire day at The Hague with my dearest Joshua! It was tons and tons of fun:

Josh had to wake up in the train

<3 So mine.

It was a wonderful wonderful day! You can view the entire album at Facebook or Hyves.

Tonight I love you deeper than I ever did. The sparkling lights that shine in your eyes are reflecting the lakes of creativity and innovation that hide between the curls that fly over your head. Those curls that bend in ways that seem to defy the rules of gravity and yet curve with a beauty that was unknown before you came into this world. They, in the cutest form you’ve ever seen, align your cheeks that turn red like apples near the end of August.

You smile when I tell you this and for a moment the sounds of busses and talking people fade and all that’s left in this world is you. Your smile makes the world stop turning whilst your freckles jump up and down on your blushing cheeks. For me, this is heaven. This is where the stars laugh at each other, thinking about how everything turned out exactly how it should be. This is where I don’t care for the tiniest bit about busses, people, time nor school – the world consists entirely out of you and me.

Yet this feeling is almost frightening – it’s so intense! I have never felt it this strong as tonight. Your ‘I love you’ has never touched me deeper than it did tonight. The feeling of parting has never made my heart bleed more than it did tonight. But parting is not what I want to think about right now. I turn my eyes and thoughts back towards you and within a period of time that is so short that it seems an illusion, you are all that I think about.

You and your magic capture me and I search in vain for words that help me to express this magic. My head that usually works fast enough can’t come up with anything better than ‘I love you’ and I know that these three words won’t ever come close enough to express what I feel about you. Not the most beautiful of flowers, the best music piece ever played nor the most gorgeous painting would ever be enough to explain that feeling.

I kiss you on your cheek and sigh deeply at this splendid feeling of perfectness that surrounds me like a soft cloud. Could I ever be more in love than I am now? Could I ever love anyone more? Tonight I love you more than I ever did – yet I know that when I will see you again, I will love you even more. So much more. I will always love you.

Today was Joshua and Inge day. It’s that one day in the week where I, when school’s out, don’t have to say goodbye to the one person I love the most in this world. No, because today is Joshua and Inge-day. And it doesn’t matter how we spend that afternoon, because we will spend it together.

The sweet prospect of an afternoon with my love makes the rest of my day as boring as a grey sky. Nothing seems to be interesting or captivating when it’s Joshua and Inge-day. My mind doesn’t seem to work as long as it isn’t focusing on that afternoon. Glorious images of curly hair and kisses flow through my mind as the teacher goes on about surrealism. My eyes move outside to the leaves in the air that turn into blurry spots as I stop focusing on them. The blurry spots turn into the cutest freckles that this earth possesses and within the tiniest bit of a second the freckles seem to have found their owner. Joshua smiles, draws a heart on the piece of paper that lies on my table and I dream on.

Surrealism, word formation, Romeo&Juliet, freemasons or oxymorons – I don’t care about it, I don’t mind. Because today it’s Joshua and Inge-day.