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Crazy faces

Under my umbrella-ella-ella-ella

Summer kisses

Smiles : )

I will always love you, Josh ♥

You smile when I tell you this and for a moment the sounds of busses and talking people fade and all that’s left in this world is you. Your smile makes the world stop turning whilst your freckles jump up and down on your blushing cheeks. For me, this is heaven. This is where the stars laugh at each other, thinking about how everything turned out exactly how it should be. This is where I don’t care for the tiniest bit about busses, people, time nor school – the world consists entirely out of you and me.

Yet this feeling is almost frightening – it’s so intense! I have never felt it this strong as tonight. Your ‘I love you’ has never touched me deeper than it did tonight. The feeling of parting has never made my heart bleed more than it did tonight. But parting is not what I want to think about right now. I turn my eyes and thoughts back towards you and within a period of time that is so short that it seems an illusion, you are all that I think about.

You and your magic capture me and I search in vain for words that help me to express this magic. My head that usually works fast enough can’t come up with anything better than ‘I love you’ and I know that these three words won’t ever come close enough to express what I feel about you. Not the most beautiful of flowers, the best music piece ever played nor the most gorgeous painting would ever be enough to explain that feeling.

I kiss you on your cheek and sigh deeply at this splendid feeling of perfectness that surrounds me like a soft cloud. Could I ever be more in love than I am now? Could I ever love anyone more? Tonight I love you more than I ever did – yet I know that when I will see you again, I will love you even more. So much more. I will always love you.